All Too Well

这几天就一直都在单曲循环Taylor Swift的All too well这首歌。
家里没人的时候,可以一个人在客厅听着音乐转起圈来。
其实也没有什么恋爱经验,也没有感受过失恋的痛……想了想,其实有。总之,非常喜欢这首歌的旋律和歌词,以至于这几天都没听别的歌。

先说下最重要的找工作方面,收到了五家公司的面试电话,然后有一家企业可能时间上没法协调,没法去面试了,虽然是个大公司,而且我觉得好像不去会很可惜。
但是总觉得自己在前面四个公司的面试就会很顺利,所以我不要觉得没有去这个第五家的面试而觉得可惜。(自信心有点爆棚,笑……

然后就是每天在我表姐家吃吃吃,一个礼拜重了四斤,肚子跟四十多岁的中年男人差不多。想着要快点瘦小腹,不然小伙子顶着这么个肚子出去,真的是好难看啊。

然后意外获得了某人的联系方式,虽然以前很想要,但是现在真的有了却没什么太大的感觉,反而有点压力,觉得莫名其妙跑过去联系别人很粗鲁,而且对方根本就不知道你这个人的存在,只会吓到对方而已。
所以就在我的手机里静静地躺着吧。

在日本遇到的一个朋友,前几天跟我说,你想过什么样的生活,你就一定可以过上那样的生活。
觉得是很有道理的话,就跟另个人跟我说的,“你越努力,你就越幸运”一样。

所以,好好准备周二的面试,然后争取一次拿下吧!

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还是好喜欢All too well的歌词,放上来这里好了。

I walked through the door with you, the air was cold,
But something ’bout it felt like home somehow and I
Left my scarf there at your sister’s house,
And you still got it in your drawer even now.

Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze.
We’re singing in the car, getting lost upstate.
The Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place,
And I can picture it after all these days.

And I know it’s long gone,
And that magic’s not here no more,
And I might be okay,
But I’m not fine at all.

‘Cause there we are again on that little town street.
You almost ran the red ’cause you were looking over me.
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother’s telling stories about you on a tee ball team
You tell me ’bout your past, thinking your future was me.

And I know it’s long gone
And there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to

‘Cause there we are again in the middle of the night.
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah.

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
And maybe this thing was a masterpiece ’til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I’m a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
‘Cause I remember it all, all, all too well.

Time won’t fly, it’s like I’m paralyzed by it
I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
‘Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can’t get rid of it, ’cause you remember it all too well, yeah

‘Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you’ve ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

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然后面试,感觉国企的那个有点不够出彩,所以也不知道对方会不会要我,大概是不会了。(没有信心。)
然后,第二个企业的面试是挺简单而且随便的,但是我觉得我可能不会去。毕竟,第一家的福利太好以至于我都变得贪婪了。(这才是你的本性!哈哈哈哈

2 Comments

  • 橙橙橙.

    2015 年 7 月 18 日

    頑張ってね。

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  • orvice

    2015 年 7 月 18 日

    菊苣

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